not that there was a time where I was, then wasn't... but I'm going to be an uncle to another! how about that! yay!

my sister sarah is pregnant!

so if you could be praying for her, that would be awesome.

ok, and for the comments, what is the weirdest craving you've heard of(or had)?

instead of creating more beer that tastes just like other beer with a different name, go with a new approach to getting stuff done without getting anything done...

create a beer that doesn't leave the stank taste of beer remains in your mouth all the next day.

oooh, or maybe they do that so you'll drink more the next day to get the taste out. what bastards.

it was lillix. and just agree, you hate them, because I know you do.

I don't however, sorry, I kinda like em. still don't have their cd or anything. anyways, I'm a lil drunk, so jack in the box is comin up, and no, I'm not driving, obviously.

So this week flopped over from what I thought it was gonna go like, which is usually the case. anyways, I got sleep during nights and got a lot more than expected done during the day... even with that, I am currently on my second all-nighter... not even naps.

two all nighters within one week sucks.

good thing I'm drinking tomorrow night(tonight)... warcraft won't cut it.

oh, and w00t for 500th post!
damn that's a lot... ryan and I got it though!
cmon brandon you can do it!(haha, that will take you like 7 years or longer at your current pace)

later peeps.

OH!!!

I decided I wanted to have the quote game again.

#1(worth 50 points) "none-the-less"

if you can get the song and band I'm thinking of, you automatically win, and I'll have to start a new different game.

hint: I really like this part of the song, and most people hate or don't listen to this band.

ok, so this week is not going as poorly as previously thought, I'm kicking ass and actually finding a few minutes for sleep that wasn't scheduled.

when life gives you lemons, sell them to a carnie and get free rides!

ok, so today's test went well, and I felt good about it, so I went into the cub, feeling a lil hungry and kinda hyper... so I see a guy walk by and he sets down this flyer for a blood drive, I ask him when it was and he says today and tomorrow... then mentions a donut... a FREE donut. now me having not eaten since 8 a.m. got really hungry when he mentioned a donut... so I thought it out... I believe my blood type is O-, which means I'm kickass and can give to anyone... so not having any tattoos in the last year(which had stopped me previously)... I decided to do it, you know, for the donut.

so I gave blood after not eating or drinking for about 4 hours beforehand... no sign of quiesiness, or anything... man I'm good. that donut was excellent!

oh, needles also really don't bother me at all, so I made motions to Tara(who came with me because she also had no class) because she is deathly afraid of them... haha, I watched as my nurse(or whatever) put the needle into my arm... cool thing that skin breaking.

ok, I had this as a comment on the last post, but something was out of whack... whatever... time to do arch hw all night long...

ok, so here is my schedule for now until this weekend...

now-10:00a.m.: study and stay awake...
10:35: essay exam in comst 235
after the test until 1:25: ramen
1:25-2:40: review for exam 2 in FA 101(boring ass class)
3:00-midnight: sleep
midnight-9:30:arch hw
10:10: Logic class
11:00: finish up arch or ramen
1:00-3:00: arch class
3:00-6:00:passed the F*** out
7:00: intramural flag football game
8:15(after shower and such):sleep until midnightish
when I wake up to 10:00am: study for FA 101 exam 2
10:35: comst 235 class
11:50: ramen(maybe mac and cheeze)
1:25: exam 2 FA 101
4:10: arch lecture
the minute I get home: pass out until dancing
once I get home from dancing: shower then arch hw.
If I get arch hw done-10:00: sleep
10:00: logic class(optional)
1:00: arch lab
3:00: FREEDOM!!! aka sleep until monday.

So that is my schedule until the weekend. I hope your schedule looks better than mine. oh, and if you have some crazy stuff to do and want to partake in any part of this, give me a call or come on over and we can chill and/or study, I definitely don't want to do this completely alone, but I might have to... such is life. anyways, give me a call this weekend and we'll hang out once I wake up... if that isn't until monday, I'm sorry.

alright, well life sucks right now, but as always, I need to keep pushing on...

I hate this feeling, but I'm not so naive to think that it's never going to end or that I'm the only person going through this, because frankly, that's bullshit.

I just have so much to do, so little time... wish me luck.

The very best thing anyone can do is be themselves. don't be afraid to be quirky, weird or a little scandalous, because that is what makes you unique. I don't want a cookie cutter friend... I want a friend who would randomly flash me in the middle of a top foods(alex, you're awesome)... I want a friend who will jump off a 60 foot cliff with me naked. I want a friend that enjoys nights with mac and cheeze and a movie... I want a friend who is willing to chill and hang out while I have homework... I want a friend that will let me chill with them when they have homework, because spending time with people is what makes the world go round(actually, I think it has something to do with interplanitary gravitational forces, but whatever, I'll ask my sister)

anyways, tonight I watched extreme makeover: home edition, desperate housewives, and grey's anatomy with Grace. I had a blast, the shows were good, she looked beautiful, and we had some good conversation and times. all in all a good night.

gnite everyone... and hopefully I'll get someone on the comments soon... anyone have anything I can bribe ryan with? any ideas?

well... comments don't seem to be working... so I'm gonna go straight to the source for help... ryan, help me out bro.

in other news... I just got back from burger king and my change was going to be 2 cents... I hand him my money, he takes it, puts it in and closes the register then says "you didn't want your pennies did you?"... me not really caring, I said no, but I think it's screwed up when he expects that I don't want them, phrases the question rudely, and closes the register before asking me... damn burger king, he better not wake up next to me tomorrow with a meat normus sandwich...

alright, I find it funny when people say "it's all the little things in life"

why? because of how true that statement is.

If something small bothers you, you push it off to the side, give it time and it will annoy the hell out of you, while at the same time, there may be something about someone that you barely notice, that can turn into the world.

There are enough people in this world for the little things to matter... people fall into large categories or religion, hair color, outlook on life... you can find a bunch of people in any category you want... but once you get to know the person, it's all the little things that make the person.

for example, some people think that they have to wear a shirt at all times when someone else will(or has the possibility) of seeing them... me? I don't care, I don't have a shirt on a lot of the time... I drink drinks until I KNOW there is nothing left in there... some people stop drinking as soon as they hear the first sign of air coming up the stray because the sound of sucking mostly air makes them nautious(sp?)...

anyways, I didn't know where I was going with this...

when is it that the little things add up to make it so annoying you get angry? why is it that one little insignificant detail of a person can make them amazing?

for example... one thing I absolutely love about some people is when their nose flares when they laugh... that is the absolute BEST!

what is something barely noticable about a person that either makes them or breaks them to you?

alright, so noone figured out the link between those two, and that's probably good... the site that has the total ownage video also has the music video to "moscow" on it, thus how I got to those videos.

alright, so tonight was kickass, cranium, ping pong, and poker. plus, someone was there. that was awesome.

anyways, I'm tired, and kinda woozy, later everyone, tell me about your saturday night.

ok, so today while looking for a video called "total ownage 4", which is a series of people getting hurt and that sort of thing... skateboarders and such, anyways... I came across videos of women in moscow that were at some sort of "dating banquet" and each had a video of what they were looking for in a guy, and what they liked to do with some background information.

you can find some fun stuff on the internet.

working hard and learning you worked too hard is better than not working as hard and figuring out you didn't work hard enough.

there is a strike of genius that I wrote to a friend, then noticed the genius in the sentence afterwards.

oh, and that last post was completely true.

I had a necklace that when I was wearing it I couldn't be sad.

it broke.


:(

ok, so my sleep schedule is off again, I don't know how it got so far off, but I got 2 hours of sleep last night, and this blows. I wish our bodies could run on 2 hours of sleep... that would rule. I need something to regulate my sleep. maybe a woman, who can tell me when to go to bed, and if needed, use persuasion(wink wink, nudge nudge).

I'm talking about santana, what are you guys thinking?

alright, well I've been in sorta a weird mood lately, as you might have noticed... I'm starting to notice things, think more, and some of it pisses me off... ok, I haven't been in a weird mood, but things have been getting to me, how about that? that sounds right.

anyways, I was talking to a friend online the other day and just chatting, nothing spectacular and they said "this conversation is lame." now why would anyone say that? I mean, we don't have to discuss politics, the CRAZY thing that happened that day or anything else in order to be friends, so why if we are just chatting and nothing spectacular happened in either of our days and we don't really have anything to say, why is that considered lame? that's everyday life to me. day in, day out, same ol, same ol. it's not often we go out on dates where there is an in depth conversation about it, or something amazing happened, because that is everyday life, at least not to my experience.

Why is it that our culture has ingrained so deep into us the necessity for an amazing life, while living a normal one doesn't live up to standards? that's bullshit. while we all can do amazing things in our lives, everyday will not be amazing.

Some of the best times in my life have been just sitting around. The times I look back and have the absolute BEST memories of are chilling in the sunset room with Alex and driving around with Ryan. You don't need to be out go-carting, partying, or anything else to have the time of your life. all you need is some good people who want to have a good time and don't have any expectations on what will happen.

when did the trend start where we had to have an agenda to hang out?

"hey, want to hang out tonight?"
"what do you wanna do?"
"I dunno, chill, maybe go see a movie or something?"
"nice, anything could happen, I'm down"

changed to

"hey, want to hang out tonight?"
"what do you have in mind?"
"I dunno, chill, maybe go see a movie or something?"
"nah, I really want to have a good time tonight, maybe if you figure something out and get some more people"


ok first of all, while doing something helps, you can't go out everytime you want to hang out with someone unless you are made of money... secondly, more people is not equal to more fun... more people means that there is less of a probability that people won't feel completely comfortable in said social situation.

I love hanging out with all my friends, even if that means chillin, eating some pizza or drinking some pop(sometimes both) and watching tv, while commenting and some talking going on... that is a good time, and if it isn't to you. then go with your silver platter back to the land where you're always doing something, and sooner or later real life will catch up to you and you will have never been so bored in your life.

Life has some definite good times going out and having an agenda for the night... but life has goodtimes most of the time if you allow yourself not to expect a certain amount of "kickassedness"

anyways, that's my rant for tonight.

if you want to hang out, I'm down. If you think I'm lame and want something more, go find someone who also wants more, and be whiney together, I'll be chillin in front of the tv having a good time(or doing homework, either one is a possibility)

ok, I posted this on my other blog yesterday, but I think everyone should read this because it's true, and it is how I feel. word.

right now I want to get to the destination in my life, I'm not really diggin the journey aspect... which sucks because journey rocks!... haha, anyways, I want to be an architect, working, making money, and being able to spend that money on bills, my gf/wife and such... but also I want to have a deep meaningful relationship, one where I know I want to be with that person(even for the time being) and know that they want to be with me too... whether it is just hanging out, or if we're doing something fun... I want that kind of relationship, but what I need to suck up is that that relationship won't come out of nothing, it has to build up to that point of comfort and trust. you can't just come out and BOOM be in a relationship. that is the goal of dating, to reach a point where you're comfortable with each other in many aspects, if not almost all... WHY CAN'T I HAVE THAT RIGHT NOW? because there is a lot more that goes into a relationship than looks and humor.

ok, so I want a christian girl, who is good at heart(like me) but has a VERY crazy side that likes to be on the edge of naughty and not be afraid. I also want someone comfortable enough with themselves to show that they aren't perfect and that they can be wrong. I want someone who understands that people make mistakes, and that shit happens. I want someone who can joke about almost anything. there are VERY few lines that I dare cross. I want her to be spontaneous enough where she is happy and not bored, but not TOO spontaneous where I get freaked out. I want her to understand me. I want her to Love me. I want to Love her.

that's what I want. I think... I'm tired.

I want to go to bed. ooh, I want her to feel comfortable enough around me to wear her undies and feel sexy. If I'm with you, obviously I think you are sexy, so don't be afraid. I'm with you for a reason, don't doubt yourself because of what I might think... be yourself and have a good time, let me love you for who you are. yeah.

(x)Pirates of the Caribbean
( )Boondock Saints
(x)The Mexican
(x)Fight Club
(x)Starsky and Hutch
(x)Neverending Story
(x)Blazing Saddles
(x)Garden State
(x)The Princess Bride
( )Young Frankenstien
(x)AnchorMan
(x)Napoleon Dynamite
( )Saw
( )White noise
( )White Oleander
( ) Anger Management

total here : 10

(x)50 First Dates
(x)Jason X
( )Scream
(x)Scream 2
(x)Scream 3
(x)Scary Movie
(x)Scary Movie 2
(x)Scary Movie 3
(x)American Pie
(x)American Pie 2
(x)American Wedding
(x)Harry Potter
(x)Harry Potter 2
(x)Harry Potter 3
(x)Resident Evil I
(x)Resident Evil 2
(x)The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book

total here : 16

( )The Village
(x)Donnie Darko
(x)Lilo & Stitch
(x)Finding Nemo
( )Finding Neverland
( )13 Ghosts
(x)Signs
(x)The Grinch
(x)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( )White Chicks
(x)Butterfly Effect
(x)Thirteen going on 30
(x)I,Robot
(x)Dodgeball
( )Universal Soldier
( )A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( )Along Came A Spider
( )Deep impact

total here: 10

(x)KingPin
(x)Never Been Kissed
(x)Meet The Parents
(x)Meet the Fockers
( )Eight Crazy Nights
(x) Cinderella Story
(x)The Terminal
(x)The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( )Passport to Paris
(x)Dumb & Dumber
(x)Dumb & Dumberer
(x)Final Destination
(x)Final Destination 2
( )Halloween
( )The Ring
( )The Ring 2
(x)Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
( )Practical Magic
(x)Chicago
( )Ghost Ship
( )From Hell
(x)Hellboy
( )Secret Window
( )I Am Sam
(x)The Whole Nine Yards
(x)The Whole Ten Yards
( )The Day After Tomorrow
( )Child's Play
( )Bride of Chucky
(x)Ten Things I Hate About You
(x)Just Married
( )Gothika
( )Nightmare on Elm Street
( )Sixteen Candles
(x)Bad Boys
(x)Bad Boys 2
( )Joy Ride
(x)Seven (SE7EN)
(x)Oceans Eleven
(x)Oceans Twelve
(x)Bourne Identity
(x)Bourne Supremacy

total here :25

( )Lone Star
( )Predator I
( )Predator II
(x)Independence day
( )Cujo
( )A Bronx Tale
( )Darkness Falls
( )Christine
(x)ET
( )Children of the Corn
(x)My Boss Daughter
(x)Maid In Manhattan
( )Frailty
( )Best bet
(x)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x)She's All That
( )Calendar Girls
(x)Sideways
(x)Mars Attacks

total here : 8

(x Scariest movie EVER)Event Horizon
(x)Ever after
(x)Forrest Gump
(x)Big Trouble in Little China
(x) X-men 1
(x)X-men 2
(x)Catch Me If You Can
( )The Others
(x)Freaky Friday
( )Reign of Fire
(x)The Hot Chick
( )Swimfan
( )Miracle
(x)Old School
(x)Ray
(x)The Notebook
( )K-Pax

total here :12


(x)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x)Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x)A Walk to Remember
( )Boogeyman
(x)Hitch
( )Back Door Sluts 9
( )Anal Acres 1
( )Anal Acres 2
( )B-Cup Divas
(x)The Fifth Element
(x)Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
( )Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
(x)Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
(x)Star Wars episode IV A New Hope brothers-erin)
(x)Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(x)Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi...
( )Troop Beverly Hills
( )Swimming with Sharks
(x)Air Force One
(x)For Richer or Poorer
( )Trainspotting
( )People under the stairs
( )Blue Velvet
(x)Sound of music
(x)Parent Trap
( )The Burbs
( )The Terminator
( )The Terminator II
( )The Terminator III
(x)Empire Records
(x)SLC Punk
(x)Meet Joe Black
( )Wild girls
( )A Clockwork Orange
(x)The Order
(x)Spiderman
(x)Spiderman 2
(x)Amelie

total here : 22

(x)Mean Girls
(x)Shrek
(x)Shrek 2
(x)The Incredibles
(x)Collateral
(x)The Fast & The Furious
(x)2 Fast 2 Furious
( )Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow

total here :7

(x)Titanic
(x)Saved
(x) Bowling For Columbine
( )Farenheit 9/11
(x)The Sixth Sense
(x)Artificial intelligence (AI)
(x)Love actually
( )Shutter
(x)Ella Enchanted
(x)Princess diaries 1
(x)Princess diaries 2
(x)Constantine
( )Million Dollar Baby
(x)Envy
(x)Eurotrip
( )Malibu's Most wanted
(x)Big Daddy
(x)Black Sheep
(x)The Breakfast Club
(x)West side story

total here: 16

(x)A Christmas Story
(x)Spanglish
( )Pulp Fiction
( )Sleepover
(x)The Evil Dead
( )Killer Klowns From Outer Space
( )The Seed of chucky
(x)Vanilla Sky
( )Nightmare Before Christmas
(x)Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
( )Interview With The Vampire
( )The Crow
( )Purple Rain
( )The Color Purple
( )Reservoir Dogs
(x)Wayne's World

total here : 6

(x)21 Grams
(x)Blow
(x)Edward Scissorhands
(x)Clerks
(X)Beauty and the Beast
(x)Guess who
( )Monster in-law
(x)Elf
(x)stuart little
(x)stuart little 2
(x)Mall Rats
(x)Chasing Amy
(x)Dogma
(x)Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back

total here : 13

( )Betelgeuse
(x)The Last Samurai
(x)The Amityville Horror
( )The Aviator
(x)Romeo and Juliet
(x)Barbershop
( )Beauty Shop
(x)Legally blonde
(x)Legally blonde 2
( )the forgotten
(x)confessions of a teenage drama queen
( )the grudge

total here: 7

apparently if you score over 70, you're a movie whore. I scored a 152... I guess that makes me jenna jameson.

oh, and for all the women out there... now you know the movies I haven't seen(all the ones that don't have an "x")... so rent that movie and bring it over, I'll make mac and cheese and we can cuddle or whatever you're into.

word.

1) What stickers do you have on your car, if any?
I have a nader sticker, but I made it say "nuder"... is anyone else for dumb/ugly people being nudered?

2) What posters do you have in your room?
penguins, puppies and kittens, you know, to show off my softer side.

3) What do you hear right now?
dead people

4) If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be?
the ocean. how cool would it be to be the person who drank the ocean? yeah!

5) Does anything hurt on your body right now?
my hand does a little, I had dane slam it in a door. I forgot what it felt like.

6) If someone you hated died, would you laugh and spit on their grave?
right before I opened it and peed on em.

7) What's your job position called?
whore... but I prefer "pleasure giver"

8) What size ring do you wear?
2" (wink wink)

9) Do you own a camera phone?
I have a camera, and a phone. I rarely use either. I usually just staple insults to my chest and rub them on people as they walk by... that gets my point across.

10) What's your bf/gf birthday?
I don't care... she's old ok? she'll be dead soon and I won't have to work.

11) What was your elementary school's mascot?
douchebags

12) What's your favorite bottled water?
Hogwarts snot(man I love harry potter)

13) What's the next concert/show you're going to and when?
"I dream of Jeannie on Ice" and it's next thursday.

14) What were you doing at 9 pm last night?
more like "who?"... and you know who you are.

15) What's your favorite Starbucks drink?
there's a special barista at the one near my house that know my "special" drink ;)

16) Do you exercise as much as you should?
How much should I? I work out just enough to kick your ass. that's enough for me.

17) Did you attend your high school prom?
only junior prom, I had rabies senior year

18) Did you go to someone elses prom?
yeah, man you should have seen that room scatter

19) Would you give your bf/gf a second chance if they cheated on you?
depends on how pretty she is.



SOME STRANGE QUESTIONS:

Something purple within 5 feet of you:
my index finger from when dane hit it in the door.


If the Matrix existed, would you want to know?
I know karate.

How long can you hold your breath underwater?
how deep is the water? because if it's a wading pool and I have a snorkel... for like 3 hours... not much longer though. in a deep pool... just long enough to pull a "sandlot"


Favorite Pocky flavor:
the one that doesn't taste like ass. I think it's chocolate

Your nails were last painted?
that one night when I got WAY too drunk and wanted to feel beautiful

The weirdest thing you've ever heated in the microwave?
a grape cut in half except for one side of the skin holding the two halves together... it sparks... haha.


Ever done the Electric Slide?
I have a bathtub, and I'm sure I could find a curling iron... don't I just mix the two and slide?

How much Japanese do you know?
half, I'm like brandon, but from an island, not the mainland.

Sparkly things?:
My bling. don't touch my ish. just look.

Ever crash a car, been in accidents?
nope, I don't own a car, pimpin' ride the bus

Do you look good in yellow?:
do you ask dumb questions? of course I do, I look good in everything, but especially in nothing (wink wink)

Do you sing?
every once in a while to smooth a situation over. you know how some songs bring smiles to people's faces. like escape by erique... always makes my ex-wife cry.

Ever sang in front of a crowd?:
one time when bananarama needed a backup singer and I just happened to be in the right place at the right time.

Do you dance?
elaine has nothing on me... either does carlton... weaksauce compared to me.

Is your hair long enough to chew on?
I don't have an oral asfixiation if that is what you're asking. I don't know big words like asfixiation either.

Least favorite color?
the silver tone on the underbelly of certain types of sloths.

Favorite kind of pizza?:
lasagna pizza with fettucini noodles on it too... man italy kicks ass.

Ever had Dippin' Dots?:
I dip my "dots" in vodka for parties if that is what you're asking. but for some reason I don't think it is.

Ever played an instrument?:
once, but my brother went deaf, so I laughed and he beat me up... never touched an instrument since.

How old were you when you got a cell phone?
triceratops... anyone see In Good Company? yeah, that was mine like 5 years ago. so 16. I'm also a drug dealer.

How old were you when you got your first car?
about 5... man those were some hot wheels.

How many tickets do you have?
bunches, why you want some tickets to the GUN show?

Non-parking tickets?
all of em, you can't drive to my arms. dumbass.

How long have you been driving?
ever since my first girlfriend ;)

How many parking tickets?
I parked on a dog once, but I didn't get a ticket, just a mean look from a mother consoling her wussy son crying into her crotch.

Do you own your own car?
NO, PIMPIN RIDE THE BUS. jeez, listen ho.

What kind of car is it?
Is wayne brady gonna have to smack a bitch?

Do you want to get married?
yeah, I don't want it to work out though, good marriages are so overrated.

At what age do you want to get married?
probably like 50-60 to a 20 yr old.

Have you ever been married?
legally or are we talking like when I went to south america and hung out in the jungle and "married" the weird chick because she was a contortionist(she has a great personality too)... now if only I knew their language.

At what age do you want to have kids?
20... oh snap I'm overdue! quick someone come over!

How many kids?
as many as my wife can pop out before I die and leave her with all the bills.

Do you believe in divorce?
of course, how the hell else are you supposed to get rid of her when she's cranky?



Name a random pick-up line:
The Ford F-Series.

(erica's answer)
I’ve got the f, the c, the k….all I need is u.

ok, check these two out... the first is cooler, the second one is just quality.

Fireworks warehouse fire

That's what I call a birdie!

enjoy

ok, so tonight is the first of two consecutive all nighters. or so it seems. I have an ASSLOAD of architecture homework still(why I stayed here this weekend instead of going to kent and wishing my brother a happy birthday(I love you bro) and seeing my sister. ugh. wish me luck, for this is gonna suck.

oh, and if you're messing with some of my stuff and I want you to stop, I'll be direct about it and say it. deal with it and stop messing with it. the more valuable(both in cash value and personal value) the more direct and possibly dick my comment will be. I don't mean to be a jerk, but at least have the respect for me to stop messing with it when I ask.

alright, so while on facebook(awesome), I found this quote in a friend of mine's profile and thought it was so good I should use it right now.

"I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day."

your thoughts?

ok, now I feel like a jackass because people took the last couple of posts and were insecure and thought things such as:

"maybe he doesn't want me to read THIS blog"

"maybe he I shouldn't comment anymore, so he doesn't think I comment"

"maybe I'm a jerk because I am a jerk"

ok, the last one was just random because I'm tired and need to be a little weird right now.

anyways, this blog IS my public blog. I want people to read it, I want people to comment, I want people to respond and talk things out and all that jazz. sissera(that spelling is totally wrong)

I won 5 bucks tonight. poker this time.

ok, so the last post wasn't to disway people from reading this blog. I like it that everyone reads this blog and that any of my friends or even random people read this, that's part of the fun. plus, if you leave comments, that is kickin! I love comments.

anyways, keep reading this and stop worrying.

I won 16 bucks tonight. don't ask me how.

ok, so if you want the full uncensored story, you can't find it here, and you won't find it here, because a lot of people read this and I don't feel comfortable letting people see the real me. does that make me a bad person? no. it makes me insecure about what other people would think about me because I'm very weird inside and I honestly don't think a lot of you could take it. so there. plus I can't fully put into words exactly how I feel, so things get misconstrued because of my small vocabulary.

anyways, if you want the site of my uncensored blog. write me an e-mail at pschatzer@gmail.com, and I'll respond. whether that has the addy to my other blog or not, I don't know.

oh, and if you do know the addy to it, please keep it under wraps. maybe I've said too much as it is. oh, and if you go to it... leave a friggin comment, that is the LEAST you can do. punk.

so much on my little mind, no possible way to get it all out.

Oh, and I DON'T get to see my sister this weekend, which is totally SUCKY! :(... but I should be able to see her soon enough :)

ok, so tomorrow, I get to wake up and do MORE HOMEWORK! YAY!

also, I'm hella lonely right now, but whatever. shit happens.

well sorry val, but no one wanted to touch that last subject, maybe it would have helped if I wrote something then they could comment on it, but whatever.

anyways, today I did a presentation in my Comst 235 class on "toy story 2"... I ended up doing the introduction of the movie and my group, my part of the group, and the conclusion... bunch of slackers haha... It went well, and the presentation actually took about half an hour... so yeah...

oh! and my story for all ya'll

but before that! I just wanted to let you all know that my wishes are coming true!!! This weekend! YES THIS VERY WEEKEND! I am going to see my SISTER! w00t! I love her to death and now I get to hang out with her for a day or two! YAY! I'm SO STOKED!!!

ok, now for my story.

Last friday I slept through my first class, and this was the first class I've missed this semester. BUT on that day we were getting back our tests from earlier that week. that test had me mixed because I thought it was easy, but it's Logic, and people say bad things about spock and logic, so I had a bad mentality when I turned in the test after 20 minutes of taking it... that's right... 20 minutes for a test, welcome to washington state university classes. anyways, so I went in after class to pick up my test because my professor's office hours are directly after the class.

so I walk in and he directs me to my TA. I look in his office, he's not there, there however is a stack of test like looking papers on his desk. I go on a hunt for him eager to know my grade. I find him in the kitchen making some stouffer's college food. awesome. I ask him if he has the tests, he asks my name, I reply and he says "oh, I think you're the one"

OK WHAT? I didn't cheat on this test, I don't cheat at all... maybe someone cheated off me, that would suck... what if I totally blew the test? why else would he single me out like that? oh man, what the hell?

"um, what do you mean?"

"oh, nothing to worry about, I'm just 99% sure that you are the one I'm thinking of"

"um, is something wrong with my test?"

"yeah, did you possibly forget to put something on your test? like your name?"

"um... I'm pretty sure I put my name on it, but its always a possibility I didn't"

"because there was one test that had no name, and two people don't have scores, but I believe that the other student dropped the class, so I'm pretty sure it's yours."

DING

he grabs his stouffers and we head back to his office... he grabs the test like papers and sifts through them in stride and comes to the last one... he holds it away from me and asks me to write a sentence down. I do and he verifies that the test was in fact mine. he turns it over and hands it to me.

103! W))T ME!!!

I only missed 2 t/f questions and I shouldn't have missed them. course, for a 20 minute test consisting of 3 standard form arguments, 10 t/f, 4 venn diagrams, 8 conversions and one extra credit question... 103 is kickass.

write your name on your test. I am lucky enough to go have a kickass TA that didn't just throw it away... you might not be so lucky.

alright, so I'm done thinking about the last subject, time to make you guys think about something else.

In the very back of my bible there is a simple question.

"How do you define religion?"

oh, and how do the religions we recognize fit into your definition?

I'm listening to him right now, and I love this music.

alright, last night I watched the wedding date for the second time... one part I thought was interesting... the quote

"every woman has the exact love life she wants"

do you believe that is true?

I do, because women are in the dominant role in every relationship. they know perfectly how to manipulate any situation and can if she so wants. does that not leave space for a man to be in control? no, of course not. but the woman has ultimate control over her own love life. men are out there and will give women what they want... it's what we do, and what we like to do.

tell me your thoughts.

by the way I wrote this without stopping and thinking about it all and through out the little details, so if something I said seemed harsh, rude or just flat out wrong, it probably is. sorry.

time to go back to homework! wee! saturday nights!

anyways, so today was fun... a little hectic at times, but I enjoyed it.

plus, it rained(run?)the whole day which made me happy. I like the rain.

I'm tired.

I have a story for you tomorrow.